* our time is RUNNING out *

So i love being me  i get away with everything for real like today , i got put stickers on a card for like 20 mins instead of and hour in a half detention like i was supposed to have .. fuck yeah ! Im mad because i couldnt go to ballet class but i will go next week tom i have hip hop yeah i fucking love that class .. but i havent hungout wit my boyfriend in 2 dayzz because he is obsessed with Halo 2 maybe i will go see him in alittle while ....

I want to grow up and move from here cuz im bored with the people and the place ... im to big to be trapped here

MK

 so i have decide to make this my new journal since no one reads them anymore ...

Life is ok .life is good. my boyfriend CHAD is the greatest i love him so much and i have fo a very long time . he means the world to me . i dont know where i would be if it wasnt for him and i know that its digusting to put that much confidence in some one but i have been with him for all most 3 years well we were together kind of making kisses for like 2 yrs and now this is the 3rd year an we are going out  and he is my norm he is all that i have and im used to. of course i have friends but i could spend everyday with just him ..

i hate southern regional and everyone in it .. its such bullshit everyone is about drama we will be graduating an people are still getting in tiffs over shit they did in middle school i mean come the fuck on grow up .Lesson one if some one tells u that they are not drama that means that they are ..... girls make me sick they are such sluts now i know that i dont have the greatest track record but the things that go on are fucking disgusting and people change .. i look back now and im disgusted ..LESSON 2 grls dont make very good friends . i think about some grls and the things that they have done to eachother its the little things like ur best friend likes someone  u go to a party and hook up with them why because u can ? does that make u go home and feel better about urself >? grls are beat and will never change ... MOST 20 yr olds will be doing the same shit that they did when they were younger .. a proven fact people hoes will be hoes .. sluts will be sluts

*~ RIP .... LAUREN ~ IM goin to MISS u man *

Ive had it i dont understand what the fuck is going on .... has our school as a whole lost it >? Why LAUREN >? why anyone ....>? I know things are bad sumtimes but every proublem can be solved .... I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK >?

im upset , and mad , and confused , and i wish it never had to end like this for sumone to notice that sumthing was wrong it just sux

* ur in heavan with the angels now... god needs a good laugh so give them all u got grl  *

~ IS IT bad to sayy that im in LOVE with myself ?~

Im not concided its just that im not going to put myself down no more .. im an asshole n i love it !