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Saturday, November 13, 2004

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 01:35:29 GMT

* i get it now im so pretty , u look at me aint i lucky ...dd*

i think that it was only a matter of time before i got on this thing and started bitching ....i dont even know wats bothering me ..

~ im sitting at jordens house right now and watching the boys play halo 2 , but thats not why i am in a bad mood ~
i love certain things , i hate other things its all u

when will the time come when the eyes are only on me .....>? im talking bout ur eyes . im never going to be wat u want so why are u still standing here >?

FUCK THIS .. i love whern everythiung i write only makes sense to me

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 23:19:13 GMT

* our time is RUNNING out *

So i love being me i get away with everything for real like today , i got put stickers on a card for like 20 mins instead of and hour in a half detention like i was supposed to have .. fuck yeah ! Im mad because i couldnt go to ballet class but i will go next week tom i have hip hop yeah i fucking love that class .. but i havent hungout wit my boyfriend in 2 dayzz because he is obsessed with Halo 2 maybe i will go see him in alittle while ....

I want to grow up and move from here cuz im bored with the people and the place ... im to big to be trapped here

Monday, November 08, 2004

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 19:00:59 GMT

so i have decide to make this my new journal since no one reads them anymore ...

Life is ok .life is good. my boyfriend CHAD is the greatest i love him so much and i have fo a very long time . he means the world to me . i dont know where i would be if it wasnt for him and i know that its digusting to put that much confidence in some one but i have been with him for all most 3 years well we were together kind of making kisses for like 2 yrs and now this is the 3rd year an we are going out and he is my norm he is all that i have and im used to. of course i have friends but i could spend everyday with just him ..

i hate southern regional and everyone in it .. its such bullshit everyone is about drama we will be graduating an people are still getting in tiffs over shit they did in middle school i mean come the fuck on grow up .Lesson one if some one tells u that they are not drama that means that they are ..... girls make me sick they are such sluts now i know that i dont have the greatest track record but the things that go on are fucking disgusting and people change .. i look back now and im disgusted ..LESSON 2 grls dont make very good friends . i think about some grls and the things that they have done to eachother its the little things like ur best friend likes someone u go to a party and hook up with them why because u can ? does that make u go home and feel better about urself >? grls are beat and will never change ... MOST 20 yr olds will be doing the same shit that they did when they were younger .. a proven fact people hoes will be hoes .. sluts will be sluts

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Wed, 05 May 2004 19:26:17 GMT

*~ RIP .... LAUREN ~ IM goin to MISS u man *

Ive had it i dont understand what the fuck is going on .... has our school as a whole lost it >? Why LAUREN >? why anyone ....>? I know things are bad sumtimes but every proublem can be solved .... I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK >?

im upset , and mad , and confused , and i wish it never had to end like this for sumone to notice that sumthing was wrong it just sux

* ur in heavan with the angels now... god needs a good laugh so give them all u got grl *

Monday, May 03, 2004

Mon, 03 May 2004 20:36:25 GMT

~ IS IT bad to sayy that im in LOVE with myself ?~

Im not concided its just that im not going to put myself down no more .. im an asshole n i love it !

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Sun, 02 May 2004 16:33:30 GMT

~ some times i think about how things turned out and i realise we have no power ~

THIS weekend wasnt that great kinda boring ....

FRIDAY- Me , Cara , my friend nikki { sum of her friends }, mike , steveo , rye rye , dungo , eric , devan we all went bowling it was fun ..but u know i was lahh all by myself lol !

Saturday - worked all fucking day , then i got home chad came to get me and me , him , mike, joe , and lou went to go see as i lay dying but then we found out that the show was all sold out so we just went to the mall ... then me and chad went to go get cara wink wink and we all hung out at mikes house till his mom kicked us out lol. then we all hung outside of the dunkin doughnuts till 12 . came to caras slept over ...

*im in love and always will be *

i miss the party life n I miss u ..... but whatever not like u care

Friday, April 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 17:03:31 GMT

~ certain grls make me want to throw up ~

* i dyed my hair blonde n i fucking hate it ....*

My life is beth.....n it sux im not in the mood for all the shit that everyone keeps throwing at me ....im not shit pile .

~ katie has been at our gang so i cant wait till she gets done with it this weekend ~

* i hate boyz again and i tink that being on my own is wats best for me right now so ..fuck off !~*\

TARTER SAUCE

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 22:19:27 GMT

I fucking love my 2 best friends ... CARA AND KATIE ..u make { i dont feel like finishing that sentence } lol

I think its funny how people claim to not care about anyhting and then they have to involve themselfs in sumones life..... if u dont like sumone then u dont care what goes on in there life right >? and u wouldnt want to read about it right >? so then why do it ..oh wait i know u do care ! WHAT A FUCKING SUPRISE ~ so i guess u can read between the lines on that one right ~

im loving life and im happy ... i like my gym class 2

My little sister is turning 2 sunday ....

show on sunday ... be there *

~ u were my favorite mistake , and i keep going bak in time to re live it ~

Monday, April 19, 2004

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 21:01:43 GMT

IM EVERYTHING ......

I LOVE BEING ME

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 16:54:10 GMT

So show last night at froggers ... it was hot i was lahhh

im tired of waiting for u to decide cant u see that im in control dont be silly about this ....